Jealous of other FRs

[Hotfuzz]

I find myself getting jealous of other peoples' FR on a FL that I recently bonked in Dome 1, and RTF. On one hand, I wrote an FR for her because I promised her I'd do it, knowing well that it will cause her to get more customers, but I later saw some new FRs on her and started getting jealous.

Now she has left Singapore, I feel relieved and happy for her and relieved that I will not see new FR for her (unless she comes back later).

Has any cheongster ever experienced the same thing? Am I KC'ed? I think about her quite often unlike other FLs I had before in the States where it was fuck and forget. Luckily for me, I am back in the States, and also do not have the FL's contact info (never thought about getting it at that time, only took a picture of her with my phone with the intention of keeping it for memory's sake, and actually a little regretting it now). Maybe the march of time will make it easier.

[I Love Boobs]

Which FL? Pics?

[meanbow]

Originally Posted by I Love Boobs

Which FL? Pics?

most likely dome 1's cookie from trl judging from the super long fr he wrote few days ago

[arsenal_84]

Cookie is a family girl at heart and she is not getting any younger, same age as me.
You can try to woo her in Thailand but if you are expecting her to move to a new country without her mum, that is not going to happen.
It will certainly help a lot if you can speak hokkien or thai, else her English is not that strong.

Will make an effort to buy her some food especially when she is so skinny.
Never bother to write any fr for her since her schedule was quite packed.

[Hotfuzz]

Originally Posted by arsenal_84

Cookie is a family girl at heart and she is not getting any younger, same age as me.
You can try to woo her in Thailand but if you are expecting her to move to a new country without her mum, that is not going to happen.
It will certainly help a lot if you can speak hokkien or thai, else her English is not that strong.

Will make an effort to buy her some food especially when she is so skinny.
Never bother to write any fr for her since her schedule was quite packed.

Thanks it confirms my own feeling that she is a decent and family oriented person as well through our short conversations. If I was still single I will definitely try to woo her despite all the advice that are given in this forum about dating FLs.

However I just stand to destroy many lives if I take this step, given that I already have a family. Hence my statement that I am lucky to be back in the States and far away so that makes any attempt almost impossible. Even if I were to try to woo her, any long distance relationship like this is doomed to fail, it will also complicate our lives.

I think as men, most if not all of us think of ourselves as knight in shining armor, trying to rescue damsels in distress. Thinking that the girl will be forever grateful to pick them out from the crowd to rescue. I do feel that sometimes when I think of her. But to be realistic, reality is not a fairy tale that everybody lives happily ever after

It is better for me to suffer alone with my own yearnings for her than to make any attempt to try to woo her and destroy lives. Maybe our paths might cross again in Singapore if she still continues this line of work but I pray for her sake that she does not.

One positive thing that kind of came out of this is that I came home being more horny and having more sex with my wife to the extent that she asked if I took some Viagra in Asia lol.

On the skinny part, I think she is really good to embrace and hug. Physically this is what I like about her, my knight in shining armor ego feels like I am giving her warmth and protection by wrapping around her slim body. Both times I visited her I brought her lunch since I understand that she does not go out much while working in such conditions.

[horseydick]

Originally Posted by Hotfuzz

Thanks it confirms my own feeling that she is a decent and family oriented person as well through our short conversations. If I was still single I will definitely try to woo her despite all the advice that are given in this forum about dating FLs.

However I just stand to destroy many lives if I take this step, given that I already have a family. Hence my statement that I am lucky to be back in the States and far away so that makes any attempt almost impossible. Even if I were to try to woo her, any long distance relationship like this is doomed to fail, it will also complicate our lives.

I think as men, most if not all of us think of ourselves as knight in shining armor, trying to rescue damsels in distress. Thinking that the girl will be forever grateful to pick them out from the crowd to rescue. I do feel that sometimes when I think of her. But to be realistic, reality is not a fairy tale that everybody lives happily ever after

It is better for me to suffer alone with my own yearnings for her than to make any attempt to try to woo her and destroy lives. Maybe our paths might cross again in Singapore if she still continues this line of work but I pray for her sake that she does not.

One positive thing that kind of came out of this is that I came home being more horny and having more sex with my wife to the extent that she asked if I took some Viagra in Asia lol.

On the skinny part, I think she is really good to embrace and hug. Physically this is what I like about her, my knight in shining armor ego feels like I am giving her warmth and protection by wrapping around her slim body. Both times I visited her I brought her lunch since I understand that she does not go out much while working in such conditions.

I feel you bro, we are in quite a similar situation.

I'm married but started dating an ML. I feel that she's genuinely a good person but even then, i know this has got to stop one day.

I got too carried away and allowed things to escalate to this point and now the guilt is getting to me.

[arsenal_84]

Originally Posted by Hotfuzz

I think as men, most if not all of us think of ourselves as knight in shining armor, trying to rescue damsels in distress. Thinking that the girl will be forever grateful to pick them out from the crowd to rescue. I do feel that sometimes when I think of her. But to be realistic, reality is not a fairy tale that everybody lives happily ever after

It is better for me to suffer alone with my own yearnings for her than to make any attempt to try to woo her and destroy lives. Maybe our paths might cross again in Singapore if she still continues this line of work but I pray for her sake that she does not.

On the skinny part, I think she is really good to embrace and hug. Physically this is what I like about her, my knight in shining armor ego feels like I am giving her warmth and protection by wrapping around her slim body. Both times I visited her I brought her lunch since I understand that she does not go out much while working in such conditions.

is better not to think too much especially you have a family on your end.
can't have both sides of the cake.

[ibanezjem555]

Bro,
Forget about her and spend more time with your wife.
You are focusing on the physical. More to that in a relationship.
Don't ownself KC ownself

[fmylife]

Originally Posted by horseydick

I feel you bro, we are in quite a similar situation.

I'm married but started dating an ML. I feel that she's genuinely a good person but even then, i know this has got to stop one day.

I got too carried away and allowed things to escalate to this point and now the guilt is getting to me.

I feel for both of u man. Same here. But my ML want to keep me at this point and maintain not to go further as she knows it will hurt both of us in the later period. I respect her for that and it keep my mind at bay. She only wants happiness when with me and don't want me to think about anything else. So I will keep it at that as for now.

[Hotfuzz]

Originally Posted by horseydick

I feel you bro, we are in quite a similar situation.

I'm married but started dating an ML. I feel that she's genuinely a good person but even then, i know this has got to stop one day.

I got too carried away and allowed things to escalate to this point and now the guilt is getting to me.

Actually our situation is different. I did not initiate anything with the Cookie(and I said I'm lucky in this sense because I'm too far away to start anything. If I was residing in Singapore or Malaysia, or even Indonesia, I might have gone to Thailand to find Cookie). It is currently only my one sided feeling for her, and actually I told her during my visit that I'm married and I actually asked her if I was a bad guy to visit FL while married, and she said she doesn't know. In your case, you hid the truth from the FL... Still it's not my business to judge, but just pointing out the difference between our situations. Good luck in fixing it, either way, more than 1 person are going to get hurt.

[Hotfuzz]

Originally Posted by ibanezjem555

Bro,
Forget about her and spend more time with your wife.
You are focusing on the physical. More to that in a relationship.
Don't ownself KC ownself

Yeah if I were to have a divorce, it will not be because of a FL. My wife has other problems that I am trying to resolve. Frigging women so damn troublesome. Can't live with them can't live without them.

[I Love Boobs]

Cookie is slim. No fats.
28 years old.
Speaks basic Hokkien.
Very large enhanced D cups on her slim body.
Great body.
Face a bit aged because of being in this line I suppose.
RAW and creampies are possible....