Struggling mentally about my cousin

ultraman3 · #1 02-11-2013, 01:56 PM

I have a cousin whom I grew up together with since young. We are quite close and often met up together. She looks very pretty since young, and grew up to be a very fine lady, with a petite frame and having at least a B cup for her breasts. She is the standard Singaporean girl, works hard for her grades and strives hard for her future. She has a very innocent face, with long hair and is the standard girl next door that every guy dreams about. She looks younger than her actual age, hence she is often mistaken as a student in her school as she is a school teacher. We are not directly related by blood, and I did not fantasize about her until one day when I accidentally saw her zaogeng while we were playing hide and seek. She had big boobs for her age at that time which was around 18. I was going through puberty at that period of time, and sexual fantasies of her slowly took over my mind.

Now that both of us are grown up, we still meet up once in a while, and she never fail to amaze whenever we meet up. She's not very tall, around 1.6m the standard girl height, but her legs are slick and slender. Smooth white skin. I always have trouble concentrating while having lunch or dinner with her. So I always try to look and focus on her face while she is talking to me. Her lips are slightly pink, not the super red type. She doesn't wear makeup, but her cheeks are naturally pinkish since young.

One day, when we were having lunch at a restaurant, she was talking about going on a trip together one day, as we have never travelled together before. She was thinking about where to go for holiday. However, some other thoughts were taking over my mind..

ultraman3 · #2 02-11-2013, 04:40 PM

It was decided. We were on the plane to Switzerland. Plans changed and she felt like going to Europe for the first time. It was winter period in Switzerland and the weather was super cold. Both of us were super excited on the plane, she had prepared loads of clothings to keep her warm. Me too, but I had prepared a few condoms, hid it inside my luggage. I didn’t know why I did that, I felt like a jerk but it was a “just in case” I guess. I had never went on an overseas trip with a girl alone. Although this is my cousin, but I couldn’t help it but to feel an instant erection whenever I thought of the time we will be spending alone. We had booked a hotel twin room, she didn’t mind sharing the room as the accommodation was super expensive in Switzerland. We wanted to save some costs. Instead before booking the room, she asked whether I minded.
“Err… I’m used to sleeping alone leh actually, but if you don’t mind, I shouldn’t even mind le.. Ok lor, can book. Thanks..” I recalled the conversation I had with her over the phone, where I acted a bit reluctant.
Besides the condoms, I had prepared something else. I was struggling within myself whether to bring it as I did not know whether I will get the chance to use it, and I felt very guilty. I felt like a jerk, but I still brought it along with me, hoping that some surprises will come along my way. It was a tiny hidden camera.

fadetwoblue · #3 02-11-2013, 04:45 PM

Hmmmmmm are u my double half?? how come we have the same style of cousin

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Even the jobs is the same

alanthedevil · #4 02-11-2013, 06:49 PM

Haven't been pitching tent for a while.. Don't disappoint me..

lynnlammy · #5 02-11-2013, 10:14 PM

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Originally Posted by alanthedevil

Haven't been pitching tent for a while.. Don't disappoint me..

What is pitching tent???? you mean haven't read stories for a while?

Metalboy · #6 02-11-2013, 10:53 PM

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Originally Posted by ultraman3

I have a cousin whom I grew up together with since young. We are quite close and often met up together. She looks very pretty since young, and grew up to be a very fine lady, with a petite frame and having at least a B cup for her breasts. She is the standard Singaporean girl, works hard for her grades and strives hard for her future. She has a very innocent face, with long hair and is the standard girl next door that every guy dreams about. She looks younger than her actual age, hence she is often mistaken as a student in her school as she is a school teacher. We are not directly related by blood, and I did not fantasize about her until one day when I accidentally saw her zaogeng while we were playing hide and seek. She had big boobs for her age at that time which was around 18. I was going through puberty at that period of time, and sexual fantasies of her slowly took over my mind.

Now that both of us are grown up, we still meet up once in a while, and she never fail to amaze whenever we meet up. She's not very tall, around 1.6m the standard girl height, but her legs are slick and slender. Smooth white skin. I always have trouble concentrating while having lunch or dinner with her. So I always try to look and focus on her face while she is talking to me. Her lips are slightly pink, not the super red type. She doesn't wear makeup, but her cheeks are naturally pinkish since young.

One day, when we were having lunch at a restaurant, she was talking about going on a trip together one day, as we have never travelled together before. She was thinking about where to go for holiday. However, some other thoughts were taking over my mind..

Are you telling us a story or are you sharing your problem with us?..... From what i have read..... i think you should arrange and go on a holiday with her. Who knows... something might happen between you two

ultraman3 · #7 03-11-2013, 12:45 AM

Telling a story actually.. It's half fiction, so just take it with a pinch of salt.. If the response is not very good, I'll stop writing..

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It was decided. We were on the plane to Switzerland. Plans changed and she felt like going to Europe for the first time. It was winter period in Switzerland and the weather was super cold. Both of us were super excited on the plane, she had prepared loads of clothings to keep her warm. Me too, but I had prepared a few condoms, hid it inside my luggage. I didn’t know why I did that, I felt like a jerk but it was a “just in case” I guess. I had never went on an overseas trip with a girl alone. Although this is my cousin, but I couldn’t help it but to feel an instant erection whenever I thought of the time we will be spending alone. We had booked a hotel twin room, she didn’t mind sharing the room as the accommodation was super expensive in Switzerland. We wanted to save some costs. Instead before booking the room, she asked whether I minded.
“Err… I’m used to sleeping alone leh actually, but if you don’t mind, I shouldn’t even mind le.. Ok lor, can book. Thanks..” I recalled the conversation I had with her over the phone, where I acted a bit reluctant.
Besides the condoms, I had prepared something else. I was struggling within myself whether to bring it as I did not know whether I will get the chance to use it, and I felt very guilty. I felt like a jerk, but I still brought it along with me, hoping that some surprises will come along my way. It was a tiny hidden camera.

Yardstick · #8 03-11-2013, 09:25 AM

Luckily it is half fiction. I was thinking, 18 years old still play hide and seek. o.O

Do carry on with the story, TS. Is the hidden camera part for real? Or fake? Thank you.

prettymannequin · #9 03-11-2013, 09:53 AM

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Originally Posted by Yardstick

Luckily it is half fiction. I was thinking, 18 years old still play hide and seek. o.O

Lol this part had me cracking up hahah!

TS, waiting for updates!

ultraman3 · #10 03-11-2013, 10:08 AM

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Originally Posted by fadetwoblue

Hmmmmmm are u my double half?? how come we have the same style of cousin

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Even the jobs is the same

I guess there are many singaporean girls who r like that.. haa

ultraman3 · #11 03-11-2013, 10:10 AM

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Originally Posted by Yardstick

Luckily it is half fiction. I was thinking, 18 years old still play hide and seek. o.O

Do carry on with the story, TS. Is the hidden camera part for real? Or fake? Thank you.

Hahaha, it's not really a hide and seek game. And our playmates are usually primary school kids who are our younger cousins. It's sort of a blindfold game

ultraman3 · #12 03-11-2013, 10:20 AM

Upon touching down, I could feel the cold weather once I stepped out of the plane. The snow was over, but the weather was still quite bad. It was freezing, both of us had our jackets on. We collected our luggage and headed for the hotel from the airport. Upon reaching the destination, we had the shock of our lives. The hotel that we had booked, was under renovation! There were a few Swiss guys in the under renovation hotel, and they helped us to contact the hotel manager. She apologized that we were not informed of the sudden changes, and promised to refund our money via internet banking, but couldn’t give us a room to stay. It was shocking, as I have never experienced anything like that. We dragged our luggage along the streets, hoping to catch some other hotels with available rooms. One small but nice looking hotel caught my eye, and I dragged my cousin along into the reception counter of that hotel.
“Hmm we have a room for the two of u, but the price is slightly more expensive as you guys came in pretty last min. Is it ok with you guys?” the aunty at the reception asked.
I took the offer straight away, as I needed to unload the luggage that I have been carrying for hours. It was tiring for me, as I helped my cousin with her luggage as well whenever I saw her panting. I couldn’t call myself a gentleman, as I know that I am a jerk at times, but my heart aches whenever I see her struggling with her heavy luggage. After collecting the room key, I carried both our luggages upstairs. The hotel was quite small and had no lift -.-ll. Luckily we were only on the 2nd floor. Upon opening the room door, I was pleasantly surprised. It was a queen sized bed for both of us. We didn’t expect this as we thought that it was supposed to be a twin bed room. However the receptionist said it was the last room, hence we had no choice. Another surprise, the room is actually designed for couples, as the shower room had a transparent door. It was totally see through! There is another small toilet just for relieving purposes but the shower room is a separate one with a see through door. I honestly didn’t expect this, but I was literally smirking as I already knew what I can do with my hidden camera. I tried to act gentlemanly, and said I will sleep on the floor and go out of the room whenever she is showering, and vice versa. She seemed a bit disturbed, but seemed to heave a sigh of relief after I suggested stepping out of the room whenever she showers.

ultraman3 · #13 03-11-2013, 10:30 AM

After putting down our luggage, we headed out straight away. Our first stop was the museum of fine art. It was breathtaking, it was really an eye opener for both of us. Everything about Switzerland is just so beautiful. The people are quite friendly, and always helpful whenever we asked for directions. Although the weather is cold, but it was very nice to take a walk here and there, as the weather is totally different from Singapore. My cousin and I chatted about everything under the sun as we toured around, I enjoyed her company a lot. She talked about my personal life all of a sudden, asking why I do not have any gf until now. I did not know how to answer her, as I seldom talk to girls. She’s the only close female companion that I have. Hence I tried to change the topic, and instead asked about her relationships, why she isn’t having a bf at the age of 30.

“I used to like my ex a lot, but we broke up when I found out that he was two-timing me. The second bf I had is quite childish, I realized we have quite a lot of differences after we got together. So broke again lor. Nowadays I’m very busy also lah, no time to have a bf” she explained to me, giving me the idea that she’s not very keen to touch on this subject as well. I wanted to probe further, as evil thoughts started to form in my mind again. I wondered whether she had sex before, as it had been years since she dated. True to her words, she is very busy with her work as well, so I wonder whether she is still a virgin at the age of 30. She looks really very innocent, so I can't help but to think that she has never done anything wild in her life. Whether she has any needs etc etc. I just couldn’t stop myself from thinking about all of these.

After dinner at a local restaurant, I yawned and acted very sleepy as I couldn’t wait to go back to the hotel to carry out the evil plan that I had hatched. My cousin suggested going back to the hotel to rest after seeing me in such a state.

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Back at hotel…
I took my tiny hidden camera out and put it nearby the window curtain, outside the shower room while my cousin is looking away. After everything was set up and it wasn’t very visible, I offered my cousin the privilege of bathing first. I was going to step out of the room when she suddenly paused and called out to me.

“Eh, don’t need to go out la. U just stay in that area, don’t come near here can liao. I bathe very fast one.” She said.