Fion's - nothing to hold on to, how to move on. - Page 35

fion.18 · #**511** 08-10-2014, 01:36 PM

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Originally Posted by acidicavex

SOrry spell wrongly is hamtaro.

Oooooo ya cute!!! I like this!

Acid eat lunch le ma?

acidicavex · #**512** 08-10-2014, 01:43 PM

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Originally Posted by fion.18

Oooooo ya cute!!! I like this!

Acid eat lunch le ma?

Yup taken how about u?

fion.18 · #**513** 08-10-2014, 01:48 PM

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Originally Posted by acidicavex

Yup taken how about u?

Not yet. Just got out of meeting.

acidicavex · #**514** 08-10-2014, 02:01 PM

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Originally Posted by fion.18

Not yet. Just got out of meeting.

Wah so jialat yah hate those dragging boring meeting........

linrx · #**515** 08-10-2014, 02:03 PM

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Originally Posted by fion.18

Today, it's exactly two months since the end of the r/s. Possibly, the most difficult and lonely two months I've had in a long time. No more good mornings & good nights. No more random cuddles and a kiss at midday. No more him. This absence is causing such a void in my heart that I could never imagine, and it hurts. Well it's not such a surprise given he were such a huge part of my life.

So, in my bid to moving on, I decided to go meet more people and date again. And off I went on so many dates. Well the thing is each time I go on a date, I keep an open mind and hope to prove to myself that it isn't so difficult after all - i could find someone like him, anyone could come along and easily replace him. But the more dates that I go on, the more I am convince that he is the only one I want. Despite him being the ass he was (that's beside the point)

With that, Fion has spent yet another sleepless night wondering how do others move on? It's not that easy I guess when the one thing that You can never have, is the only thing You ever wanted in your life.

Share your thoughts with her.

I ORDed in 2002.

Honestly, celibacy rocks.

Dealing with erections, masturbations, and simply sanitary woes, and facing them - they were the most difficult part of youthful experience. You see the thing is, I gotta pee every day and poop every day, everybody has gotta do the same.

Sleeplessness become the cure instead. We learn. The Shakyamuni Buddha came up with the lamest excuses of insomnia. Each night He talks with Himself, He claims there are devas, dragons, asuras, or other divine beings visiting Him, possibly within His consciousnesses or within the huge Indian jungles, He spends His sleepness nights talking and talking and talking into empty spaces where deities came visiting, then eventually He proclaimed a discipline of sleeping somewhat late while waking up at 4am. I tried that one honestly, that worked fantastic. I followed Firefly Mission of Singapore sleeping in Chiang Mai in rural refugee villages on mud floors, with mosquito nets, I slept perfect. Next morning I woke up, the village women were washing their boobs in the village centre with their wet towels and basins, and when it was my turn showering in my briefs they peeped. The chickens ran all over the place with their offsprings and the dogs fucked each other in front of me without asking my permission.

When I came back my Christian schoolmate since JC days was still at it, she lost her JC beau, her uni beau, her worklife beau, each day all she did was marking MOE scripts. She is still marking this year iirc.

When you are 33 you sit still without moving on. Go ask Jesus, He knew best.

Thirty Three

linrx · #**516** 08-10-2014, 02:03 PM

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Originally Posted by fion.18

Xmm eh, wish I was that young thou :P
But yes I agree, I like that quote too!

If you can't hold onto the cross that hangs over a neck, get yourself a Wikipedia account and help me with the City Harvest Church pages, it became increasingly difficult the more news that Mavis Chionh digs regarding Kong Hee I was actually supposed to create Serena Wee's wikipedia pages however I was like wtf all she did was running a blogshop!!!!

linrx · #**517** 08-10-2014, 02:04 PM

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Addicted to Emotional stroking. Yeah makes sense.

And yes if there's anything positive about this, I'm making my gym membership so much more worth it now.

Sharon Tan is still smiling with her new outfit every other day too, she also lacks a Wikipedia page goodness, iirc she still doesn't know why she's getting sued much lesser how to move on, I spent my entire weekends saving Kong Hee's wikipedia pages upon request I still don't know how he can move on despite holding onto so many credentials the last things I saw on his Edit History I saw Christian volunteers doing him in I was like, please loh if everybody just grabbed a handle on an SMRT train dancing like a ballerina at least we got a new Youtube trend.

linrx · #**518** 08-10-2014, 02:05 PM

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Originally Posted by fion.18

Not yet. Just got out of meeting.

Your ex-boyfriend.. or ex-ex-boyfriend.. is he an engineer also surnamed Lim like my father, and your ex or ex-ex is working at DSTA *thunders* he was putting up a facebook avatar with his photo calling himself a rapist I deleted him.