The Departure of my ex...

[sam30sg]

Bro Ranger, do take care , this happen to me years back when my gf was killed in an accident while she studing there and it was a very difficult time for me as I can't go to her as I was serving my NS that time and suppose to join her after my NS but she just can't wait....... killed by a drunk jerk while she was walking home from the subway station. Be strong!

[beck7777]

Rare sad story here...

Can feel for the TS..
Maybe saying out will help with the pain...

More please!!!

[Rangers]

I really choke at that moment.. as a guy... i have to hold back my tears...
Me: It is all over in the past... anyway u still have me as a friend...now take a rest k...
She: Can i have a request?....
Me: Sure... as long as it is within my means.. i will do anything for u..
She: Serious?...
Me: A promise is a promise... i will nt break it..
She: Hmm... will u still visit me when i am gone...
Me: Dun say that( this time.. my tears just flow out...) u will be fine...
She: I know my own cdt better than anyone else...
Me: i promise u if that day come... i will visit u yearly with yr favourite roses and tulips...

Quickily i hold her hands when i told her that... it have been 2 years since i hold her hands ever since the break up.. it is so cold now.. nt even some warmth in it compared to the past... i hold it tightly.. doing my best giving her some warmth in it...

Her parents came back from dinner... Upoun seeing me... they leave quietly.. guess they want us to spent more time together... At this pt of time.. i am doing my best nt to be too emotional really though i am on the verge of breaking down..

She looked at me tenderly...
She: Dear.. do take a rest... u r very tired le... look at u... nt enough sleep already...
Me: No worries... i am nt tired... u sleep first.. i will be by yr side...
Soon she dozed off. When i saw her sleeping peacefully.. i have an sudden impulse to kiss her on the forehead... but i dun dare... after all she is nt my gf anymore... At times it is really an agony to hold back our emotions... Frankly speaking...i am very tired but i dun dare to doze off... cos i am afraid that i will nt be able to respond quickily if she need help...(she is too weak to move around)

The nurse came in to take her blood pressure and she stirred..
She: Dear... do take yr dinner...u have nt eaten much today.. and go hm if u r too tired...
Me: it is k.. me nt hungry.. on diet mah..
She: i am sorry that i am such a burden to u..
Me: Pls dun feel that way... u r my friend... and i will take care of u...

To be continued...

[Rangers]

Bros.. sorry me still under moderation.. so have to wait for a day before my story can be posted...

Part 3
She: only as a friend?..
Me: u shd know my feelings for u... but i know i am nt the ultimate choice for u...
She: sorry...for being selfish...
Me: nt yr fault... there is no rite or wrong where feelings are concerned..
She: Thanks... i never regretted having u as my bf...
Me: hang on.. let me flip the pillow case for u..
Gently i do that and withdraw my hands from her... I am an conversative person ba.. always believe that i can hold the hands of my gf... nt to mention my mum and sis...
She: can u hold my hands?..
Me: Nt very nice... as i am nt yr bf anymore..
She: Just hold it..
And i agreed... hold her hands tightly throughout the nite.. i hold them tightly... and finally overwhelmed with tiredness. i fall asleep...

That nite...i can still remember is the most unforgettable nite i have... having a chance to hold her hands is somthing i never dared to dream of ever since the break up.. Guys.. we can be bonking at Geylang... but we can be committed to our loved ones too... For these 2 years... i never have a gf nor have free flings around.. Guess ever since the break up with her... she took away everthing of mine.. that include my lust and sex drive off too...

[Rangers]

Thank you my bros for yr enccouragment....me will be strong even though it
is dufficult.. really appreciate all the support and encouragment u guys have rendered... For bros... who are going through a difficult time.. i can understand yr feelings/agony as i went through before it... Be Strong bos.. for the sake of our loved ones...

[ziggylicks]

Bro Ranger,

I truly feel for you.. I can hope hope that there is a miracle.
Do take care and I am sure there are lots of brudders here rooting for you..

[kpkprivate]

See title guys. . .
departure... already gone...
but memories stays.

TS cheer up dude.

[Enzo]

Originally Posted by Rangers

Thank you my bros for yr enccouragment....me will be strong even though it
is dufficult.. really appreciate all the support and encouragment u guys have rendered... For bros... who are going through a difficult time.. i can understand yr feelings/agony as i went through before it... Be Strong bos.. for the sake of our loved ones...

one step at a time, one day at a time.

[geckoSG]

Stay strong BRO... LIFE LOVES ON. I've sort of "LOST" a LOVED woman, still
getting on with life... Things will turn better as time goes by... What u need
now is something to occupied you, grab some friends to go out with you.
You will feel better.

[willy_sgsg]

stay strong bro....know how u feel cos i been thru this b4 also.....take care bro...

[Rangers]

Part:4

The next few days as per normal.. i took care of her.. knowing that she may passed away anytime... i really cherish every single moment with her... Her blood cancer has reached the terminal stage and nothing much can be done. Her doctor tell us to be mentally prepared and tell us to do whatever we can do for her...

She: i really miss him....
Me: Give me his mobile no.. i will call him.. ( Bros.. trust me.. i really feel rotten when i know she still miss him.. but i told myself.. that i will respect whatever feelings she have for him)

Quickily i left the ward and called him downstairs..

Me: hello.. may i speak to Eric
Eric: Speaking... who r u?..
Me: i am yr gf ex..
Eric: what is up.. make it fast... i am very busy..
Me: can u visit her.. she is very sick.. will pass away anytime...
Eric: What is the big deal?.. many people passed away everyday.
Me: Knn! ( me damn hot when i hear this irresponsible remark from him) Dun u
think u have the responsibilty to take care of her since she is yr gf!!!!!
Eric: i have no time for any sick birds!!! to me.. i am sick of her liao!!! u can
have her if u want her...
That bastard just hung up after that...

Me so angry and helpless after i heard that.. what am i going to explain to her... really caught in a fix now.. obviously that bastard is only toying aroud with her and will nt care a damm abt her...

Sadly.. i went back to the ward...putting up a cheerful front...

She: how is it?..
Me: Hmmn... he is really busy with his work..
She: Dun try to comfort me.. he is nt coming rite... i know it...
Me: He may nt cherish u... but u still have me who love u the way u r....
( This time.. i managed to summon all my courage and confess to her my
feelings for her)..
She: She choked... i know...

To be continued.. Names has been changed to protect the people... though i really hated that bastard to the core!

[Rangers]

I have been with her( dating) for 3 years 10 mths before the beak up.. We ctually have plans to get married... The deposit have been paid for the house and wedding bands has been brought... and 3 weeks b4 the ROM.. she actually backed out.. she told me that she has fallen for someone else... I tok to her and agreed to let go of her.. feeling betrayed and sad.. i have to respect her decesion...

[tengkokkok]

Bro ranger

Take it easy...all of us got to go sooner or later but at least you still have the memories of the good times that you have spent together.

[Rangers]

Originally Posted by tengkokkok

Bro ranger

Take it easy...all of us got to go sooner or later but at least you still have the memories of the good times that you have spent together.

Yup u r rite... no regrets... even up to now... Thanks to all brothers who have upped me... though it does nt really matter to me cos i just let want let it off my chest... Thanks again brothers who r gd listeners...

[Rangers]

Girls always said that men are flirts.. but they have failed to c the other side of men.. We can be 100% committed to our loved ones too... nt cos of sex.. but that Special girl has so deeply connected to us emotionally...