The Memoirs of luv2suck

[luv2suck]

Most incidents involved me peeking at the men's dicks when they were urinating. As a young girl of 7, I was mesmerised by the sight of the men's longish appendages in different shapes and sizes - short and fat, long and slim, long and fat, short and slim, some with long foreskins, some with foreskins that are pulled back covering only half of the cockhead, some do not have foreskins, etc.

It was fascinating to try to see how some men who were so tall sported such small penises while others who were of normal built had such huge dicks attached to their small frame.

By the end of the year staying there, I was able to memorise the shape, size and colour of every men living on the street. Sometimes, sitting by my father's ming chiang kueh stall in front of the shophouse, I would look at our neighbours passing by the stall and mentally try to match the visuals of the cocks in my head with the men. Most times, I get it right since I have seen them so many times.

I even know how they do their business. Some men would lower their pants all the way down and let their dicks and balls hang out completely. Others would open up their pants and take their dick out of the underwear opening at the front. Those who wore boxer shorts would pull their pants down, and take their dicks out from the leg opening. Yet some would only pull the zipper down and pull out their cocks - I dislike these type as they often use their hands to hold their dicks camouflaging the jewels from my sight.

Then there are those men who let their cocks hang out and just let the urine flow straight into the drain. Some would pull their cock to make it longer and spray their urine either into the drain or onto the wall in front of them. Then there are those who would pull back their foreskin and shoot their urine splattering the wall with their deposits.

I wondered why men had so many different styles but we girls all did one and the same thing, we pulled down our knickers, squatted and urinated straight onto the ground or into the drain.

[luv2suck]

I also observed the effect my gaze had on the men's dicks.

Some would totally ignore me and nothing different ever happened to their dicks. Then there were some men whose cock would increase in size as I stood there watching them urinate. It would just sort of become a little longer and fatter and the foreskin gets retracted exposing a portion of their dick head.

Some men would get aroused by my gaze and their cocks would grow substantially in size both in length and girth. Their foreskin gets pulled further back exposing a good portion of their dickhead. The cock would also rise and instead of hanging downwards would be lifted up though not completely upright.

I also noticed that most men would tuck their cocks before putting them back into their underwear. Some will hold it and pull at it. Some would pull the foreskin back and forth and these are the ones who would normally gain substantial increase in their cock size after a few strokes.

All these fascinated me and often in my bed at night I would be thinking of the different cocks I had seen that evening particularly the ones that became larger than normal.

[callmebad]

LOL ! Sister luv2suck, you're really damn observant with the way different men handle their 'rod'

actually,you know,women can also do a lot of things with their pussy not just for fucking or peeing

I ever saw a woman could use her pussy to smoke cigarette

[sounding]

Originally Posted by luv2suck

Most incidents involved me peeking at the men's dicks when they were urinating. As a young girl of 7, I was mesmerised by the sight of the men's longish appendages in different shapes and sizes - short and fat, long and slim, long and fat, short and slim, some with long foreskins, some with foreskins that are pulled back covering only half of the cockhead, some do not have foreskins, etc.

It was fascinating to try to see how some men who were so tall sported such small penises while others who were of normal built had such huge dicks attached to their small frame.

By the end of the year staying there, I was able to memorise the shape, size and colour of every men living on the street. Sometimes, sitting by my father's ming chiang kueh stall in front of the shophouse, I would look at our neighbours passing by the stall and mentally try to match the visuals of the cocks in my head with the men. Most times, I get it right since I have seen them so many times.

I even know how they do their business. Some men would lower their pants all the way down and let their dicks and balls hang out completely. Others would open up their pants and take their dick out of the underwear opening at the front. Those who wore boxer shorts would pull their pants down, and take their dicks out from the leg opening. Yet some would only pull the zipper down and pull out their cocks - I dislike these type as they often use their hands to hold their dicks camouflaging the jewels from my sight.

Then there are those men who let their cocks hang out and just let the urine flow straight into the drain. Some would pull their cock to make it longer and spray their urine either into the drain or onto the wall in front of them. Then there are those who would pull back their foreskin and shoot their urine splattering the wall with their deposits.

I wondered why men had so many different styles but we girls all did one and the same thing, we pulled down our knickers, squatted and urinated straight onto the ground or into the drain.

hahaha.. sister, while gal pee for guy then will hv different pattern liao lo..

[luv2suck]

oh i saw dat in bangkok ... quite disgusting hor... and put a snake in also tsk tsk... how come men can get aroused looking at all those acts... my bf got erect watching the show... hmmm

Originally Posted by callmebad

LOL ! Sister luv2suck, you're really damn observant with the way different men handle their 'rod'

actually,you know,women can also do a lot of things with their pussy not just for fucking or peeing

I ever saw a woman could use her pussy to smoke cigarette

[luv2suck]

my ex-bf once ask to watch me pee but i only got one pattern haha

Originally Posted by sounding

hahaha.. sister, while gal pee for guy then will hv different pattern liao lo..

[luv2suck]

The rows of shophouses on that street were owned by the Ong family who had the corner unit all to themselves. The members of the family behaved and dressed differently and rarely mixed with the rest of us - their tenants.

But I remember several members - Rodney the oldest son, Jeffrey the 2nd son and Melvin the youngest. They were at that time about 24, 21 and 16. In between the 3 of them there were 4 sisters who were always prettily dressed up unlike the rest of us who wore hand-me-downs or clothings we collected from the nearby church.

And sadly, all 3 brothers never had to use the drain at the back alley to do their business since they had their own clean toilets.

But one day, there was some grand celebration at their home (and I was later to learn that it was Rodney's engagement party to a girl from another well to do family). That night, there were many guests and for the first time while I was loitering the back alley after dinner, I saw Rodney coming out to the back alley to do his business.

I ran towards him and peeked at his tool and was amazed at the length of his dick. It was very long and hanging down pointing at the ground - it wasn't even hard yet and already looked like the same size as the erect ones belonging to most of the other neighbours. Rodney saw me peeking and asked what I wanted. I just giggled and pointed to his cock and mumbled that it was very long.

This must have pleased him. He took out a cigarette and lighted it. The flame from his lighter shed some light and I could see that the shaft of his cock was actually not that long but his foreskin, goodness me, was the same length as his shaft, making the entire thing looked twice the size. Rodney's foreskin was the longest I had ever seen. When he was done, he pulled back his prepuce completely to expose his cock head which was large and round and larger in size than the rest of his cock. Later, I was told that what he had was a helmet-shaped dick. His dick was beautiful. He kept pulling his foreskin back and forth until his cock slowly enlarged and became half-hard. Then his younger brother Jeffrey came to do his business and Rodney immediately kept his tool in his pants.

Rodney dipped his hand into his shirt pocket and took out a 2 ringgit note and gave it to me for buying sweets. Then winking at me, he said I could visit him at home and he would give me more money for sweets. I immediately like the guy. While talking to Rodney I was looking at Jeffrey's tool which was not as impressive as his older brother's.

[veri_lonely]

upzzz carry on ..

[sounding]

Originally Posted by luv2suck

my ex-bf once ask to watch me pee but i only got one pattern haha

Ask him on his knee and u stand pee on him la.. New pattern Liao la.

[luv2suck]

Rodney was seldom at home. He was either at their family shop helping out in the business or at night he would be out with his fiancee. So I didn't get the chance to visit him to collect my pocket money.

Then one day we met again. As usual I was playing skipping ropes with other kids at the back alley when I saw Rodney coming out of his house from the back door. He walked towards us and asked if he could join us in skipping. We laughed and passed the rope to him and I was so taken in by his skills. He counted to over 300 skips, something that none of us kids could achieve.

After that, he asked if I like to see his house. I nodded my head and holding my hand, he led me through their back door. The way the house was decorated was totally different from ours. Where we had our communal kitchen which had rows of cooking space for the different families, his kitchen was one large open plan cooking area with a round table with 8 chairs where several women were preparing a meal. They talked and laughed as they worked.

A door led to where our 1st bedroom would be only their's was another large dining area with a long wooden table with so many chairs around, I lost count. Hanging from the ceiling were beautiful glass lights. Then a staircase led to the upper floor. We walked up to the 2nd floor which had a landing with yet another round kopi tiam table and 4 chairs. Lining the walls were shelves of books. This was all so foreign to me as both our homes in KL and KK had only the barest minimum furniture - cupboards for clothing, one bed for our parents and mattresses on the floor for the rest of us. For the first time, I felt that life was so unfair.

Then he led me to a bedroom and it was the most beautiful one I had ever seen. There were lace curtains at the window and one huge circular curtain suspended from the ceiling that sort of covered the large king size bed. He opened up the curtain and sat on the bed. Then he gave me 2 ringgit and asked me whether I like to see his thing again. I giggled as I nodded my head.

Then he stood up, unbuckled his belt and unzipped his pants. Then I saw that even his underwear was different from the ones worn by my dad and brothers who wore white cotton Peony brand underwear. His was red with a black band at the top. Unlike my brother's which were quite loose, his was extremely tight-fitting accentuating the bulge at his crotch. Then he slowly lowered his underwear and I saw his cock which looked so beautiful in daylight. Together with its very long foreskin, the entire thing looked to be about 4ins long and was sitting on a huge ball sac which had some hair growing on it. Most of the other Chinese men in the neighbourhood didn't have hair on their balls. His pubic hair was nicely trimmed and not bushy like all the other neighbours.

Then I thought to myself - could it be that all educated men trimmed their hair and wore underwear that were different? Was this a ruling of sort? But I was snapped out of my thoughts by Rodney who asked if I liked what I saw. Again I let out a laughter which he took to be a positive answer. Then he held his dick in his left hand and began to stroke it. Soon it became hard, standing upright at an angle from his abdomen. His foreskin was now retracted but still covered half of his bulbous head. It pointed upwards at the ceiling.

His eyes were fixed on mine as he continued stroking his cock, pulling his foreskin completely back to expose his helmet-shaped dick head. Soon I saw a droplet of liquid appearing at the tip of his pee-hole. Then it slowly dripped out of his pee-hole, forming a strand which slowly landed on the floor.

He moaned softly as he continued to stroke his cock which looked rather fierce and then his whole body shuddered. He pushed his hips forward towards me and then it happened. Spurts after spurts of thick warm sticky cum flew out from his tiny pee-hole, shooting in all directions. Some of it landed on my hand while most of it landed on the floor between us.

He reached for some tissue paper from a box at his bedside table and wiped his cock. By the time he finished cleaning himself, his cock had somewhat shrunk to half its erect size. I kept looking at it and he asked if I enjoyed watching him. And he was the one who taught me the word - 'masturbate'.

He then dressed up and holding my hand, led me downstairs to the kitchen where he gave instruction to one of the women to get me a drink and some cakes. It was such a treat for me - cakes and soft drinks was something we had only during special occasions but here it was served even on an ordinary day. I was so taken in by the Ong family.

For nights after that, I kept thinking of life in the Ong family and about Rodney's dick.

[eeemen]

Love your stories and the recollection of your childhood! You have gained lots of experience from such observations eh? in my part of Malaysia where I grew up, I had zero exposures to such experiences, must really be a swa koo then, lol! Thanks for sharing!! Cheers ............

[luv2suck]

Rodney and I met rather infrequently for many years because of his commitment as eldest son to run the family business. 2 years after their engagement, Rodney and Lily got married. It was a very grand affair. The whole street was laid out with tables and all the tenants were treated to a sumptuous lunch. That same evening, a dinner was held for their friends and relatives. I sat there watching Lily and was full of envy.

Soon after the wedding, Lily became pregnant. But less than a month after that, Lily lost her baby. She became a changed person and often quarrelled with Rodney. We seldom see them going out together. Rodney concentrated on the family business while Lily wasted her days sitting in her bedroom. For some reason, she took a liking to me and often would ask me to keep her company in her bedroom when Rodney was away - sometimes for days when he goes on business trips to mainland Malaysia - mostly to Penang and KL. Sometimes, she would ask my parents to let me sleep over at their place especially when Rodney was away.

On one of these nights, I had fallen asleep early. Near to midnight, I heard some sound and when I opened my eyes I saw that Rodney had returned. He was already undressed, wearing only a towel. He climbed on the bed and started kissing Lily who tried to ward off his advances pointing to me sleeping at the far end of the king-sized bed.

Rodney persisted and soon, he had undressed her night gown and was french kissing her as his hands groped her breasts. Then he lowered his head to her breasts and started sucking her tits. I was surprised as I thought only babies would suck on their mother's tits. Why was Rodney doing that to Lily? Was she feeling good?

Then I saw his hands moved to between Lily's thighs. Lily spread her legs open to allow him to play with her cunt. She started moaning and writhing as he continued to touch her all over. Then he lowered his head and placing it between her thighs did something. I couldn't exactly see what he was doing but knew from the way she was pushing his head with her hands that she was enjoying it. Then Rodney got up and removed his towel and I saw his penis - hard erect and raging with fury. He sat on Lily's chest and aimed his cock at her face. She immediately took it in her mouth (just like the way suay-ku did to the other man in the shower cubicle) and began sucking making funny noises. She seem to be enjoying that too. After a while, Rodney took his cock out of Lily's mouth. He positioned himself between her legs and pointed his raging cock at the entrance of her vagina. He fingered her cunt a little before pushing his hard rod into her hole. Then he fucked her and it seem like for a very long time. As he fucked her, Lily was groaning and making all kinds of noises. Finally after a very long time, Rodney slumped himself on Lily and they kissed and hugged. Then Rodney took his cock out of Lily's cunt. Getting off the bed, he wrapped the towel around his waist and left the room. After 10 mins or so, he came back and they slept.

All these were new to me as I had often watched my parent making love but it was so different. Dad would kiss mum very briefly then he would undress mum's blouse and groped her breasts and lightly kissed her there too. Then mum would remove her samfoo pants and panties while dad would remove his shorts. Dad would then position himself between mum's legs and the fucking began. Mum didn't make any noise nor did dad. They were always very silent. Then after about 7-8 minutes, dad would get off mum and washed his softening cock at the wash basin, placed on their bedside table. It was all over. I know the time because I would look at the clock on the wall. But Rodney lasted a good 20 minutes inside Lily. I wondered why the vast difference in time. Are all men made differently not only in terms of cock size and shape but also in sexual stamina? I would often think of these things the whole of the next day.

[luv2suck]

This is fast forward to the time when I was 12 and Rodney was 29 and still childless.

I had finished primary 6 and was to enter secondary school. At that time, my body was changing - I was beginning to feel my chest enlarging and my tits became sensitive to touch and there was hair growing at my crotch. I was excited and one day when I was alone with Rodney, I told him about my physical developments. I saw a glitter in his eyes but he just smiled and said I was finally becoming a lady.

A few weeks later, Lily told me she was going back to her village to visit her sick mum. When she was away, Rodney was helping me with my English lessons in their bedroom. I immediately was up to my mischief.

I again told Rodney that the hair at my crotch had become more dense and that sometimes I get a strange tingling feeling down there. Rodney asked me when and I replied during those times when I walked down the back alley and saw men doing their business at the drain. He laughed and said that I was going through my sexual awakening. Big words that Rodney used being the educated man that he was.

Then he asked me many questions like whether any man had seen me naked, whether I had touched any man' dick etc. Of course I didn't tell him about the wanking hole in the communal shower back in our little town in Selangor. I just said I had seen the men's cock in the back alley but never touched any.

We finally ended the English lesson and Rodney went down and came back with drinks and snacks. After we finished eating, he moved to the bed and sitting at the edge asked me to join him. My heart was pounding at the prospect of what was to happen.

He took hold of my hand and placed it on his crotch. I felt his cock which was still soft. He told me to slowly caress it through the pants. As I fondled his cock, it began growing until it was hard. Then he told me to unzip his belt which I obediently did. As soon as the zipper was down, he pulled his pants down to his ankles sitting there with only his briefs on. This time they were black in colour with a white waistband and as usual were very tight. His erection bulged out as he positioned his dick downwards over his balls. It was a very sexy sight to see how his erection was straining within the tight confines of his briefs. Then he asked me to pull down his briefs. Once they were down to his knees, his hard rod sprang up and hit against his abdomen with a smacking sound. Then it pointed straight up at the ceiling. He told me to touch his cock. My hands wrapped around the thick girth of his cock and slowly jacked it - up and down the shaft until his long foreskin was pulled all the way back exposing the huge rounded head of his tool.

Soon his precum began to flow down his shaft. He used his finger to wipe some of it and then brought it to my nose to let me smell it. I liked the smell and knew immediately that this was the scent of men - a scent that I grew to love so much. Then he pushed his finger into my mouth and let me taste his precum. It was tasty but then I was soon to find out that cum tasted even better.

With one hand on my head, he gently guided me nearer to his dick. The tip of his twitching cock was right in front of my face. He placed his helmet-shaped cock in front of my mouth and whispered to me to lick it. Rodney gave me my first lesson in sucking cock.

He told me to use the tip of my tongue to lick at his pee-hole; as I did that, I could feel his legs trembling. Then he told me to use my tongue to slurp up the entire length of his shaft the way I would slurp an ice-cream. I used my tongue to slurp his cock from the tip all the way down to where it met his balls and then up again until the tip of my tongue touched his pee-hole. He then told me to concentrate on licking his frenulum. I noticed that when I did that, a copious amount of precum flowed out from his pee-hole. He told me to slurp up all of his precum and not to waste any of it. I greedily slurped up his precum and the more I slurp, the more precum kept flowing out.

He looked into my eye and said I was a natural at it. Then he told me to take his cock head in my mouth and use my tongue to encircle it. At the same time he told me to touch his balls and gently massage them. As I enveloped his cock head with my mouth and used my tongue to encircle it, he slowly push more and more of his cock into my mouth but I couldn't take all of it in. At most, about 3 or 4 inches of his cock was inside when I started gagging. Immediately he pulled his cock out leaving only about an inch inside. He then asked me to suck on his cock and to exert some pressure as I sucked.

I did what he said and he was happy with my performance. Then he groaned and told me to stop. He moved slightly up and told me to use my tongue to bathe his ball sac. Then he taught me how to slowly take one of his testicles into my mouth and used my tongue to tickle it. Then the other one. He said it would be nice if I could take both testicles inside my mouth at the same time. I tried but it was too large for my tiny 12yo mouth.

Then he stood up in front of me and pointing his pulsating 7-inch cock at my mouth asked me to continue sucking his cock. I took in only his head at first then slowly inch by inch almost half of his cock was inside my mouth for me to feast on. As I sucked his cock, he would push it in and out of my mouth as if he was fucking my face. This continued for about 10 minutes and I was perspiring profusely as it was a hot afternoon.

Then suddenly he gave out a loud grunt and said he was cumming. I felt his cock expanding inside my mouth and it twitched. Then my mouth was filled with his first shot followed by several others. Soon my mouth was filled with warm sticky spunk. There was so much that some of it flowed out from the corner of my mouth.

He slowly removed his cock from my mouth. It had reduced somewhat in size and was no longer stiff and hard. Then he passed me some tissue paper and asked me to wipe his cock clean. I did as he requested and at that moment felt like an obedient wife.

All the while, Rodney didn't even try to strip me or touch me. But I enjoyed my first lesson at sucking cock. Rodney if you are a Samster, thanks for being such a wonderful teacher.

[luv2suck]

This is fast forward 2 year later when I was 14 and Rodney was 31. He finally became a father of a boisterous baby boy.

I fell quite sick that year and the doctor at Kota Kinabalu General Hospital couldn't do anything. They referred me to a specialist in KL. But we couldn't afford the flight and expensive medical fees. I told Rodney about it and he spoke with my parents that night.

The next morning, my mum told me that Rodney had offered to take me with him on his next business trip to KL and that he was willing to pay my medical expenses. I was elated.

Few days later, Rodney came over to tell my dad at his stall that he was planning a business trip in 10 days time and asked that they made preparations for my trip. I was excited about going back to KL but more so about spending time alone with Rodney.

Finally, we left that familiar street for the airport for our flight to KL. On reaching KL, we checked into the Federal Hotel at Bukit Bintang. That same afternoon, Rodney brought me to the hospital for my first consultation. The doctor did some tests and told me to return 3 days later for the results. Providence was kind to me and the results all tested negative for cancer. The lump in my breast was benign and I was given a clean bill of health.

That evening, Rodney brought me out for a lovely dinner in a sidewalk cafe in the Bukit Bintang area. It was my first time dining in a western-style restaurant and I was very excited. He had red wine and I had orange juice.

After dinner, we did some shopping and Rodney bought me a nice dress - my very first nice dress. Then we returned to the hotel.

Rodney was feeling a little flushed from the wine and immediately rested in bed. I had other plans. Lying beside him, my hand reached out to caress his dick through his pants. There wasn't much reaction this time and I was curious why. So I unzipped his pants and my hand entered his fly to caress his dick through his underwear. That was when I noticed that he wasn't wearing tight briefs like he used to. I unbuckled his belt and unsnapped his pants to pull them off him. Rodney was wearing Pierre Cardin cotton boxer shorts and he looked so masculine in them. (So to this day, I still love men in boxer shorts more than in briefs).

I remove his pants and his shirt and placed them at the end of the bed. Then my hand reached inside his boxer shorts to fondle his dick and slowly it grew. He opened his eyes and signalled me with his fingers to come nearer to him. When I did, he immediately pushed my face to his and kissed me on the lips. At the same time, both his hands were all over me. One hand was squeezing my buttocks while the other was fondling my breasts. Then getting up from the bed, he slowly strip me of my blouse and skirt leaving me only in my cotton singlet and panties. He lifted my singlet and played with my half-developed breasts. Then he murmured in my ears that he had waited so long for this day. I felt his breathe on my neck and the next thing I felt him planting kisses all over my neck. At one point, he sucked on my neck - there was a little pain but it was ticklish at the same time. Then he lowered his head to take my tiny nipples into his mouth and sucked on them. He slowly suck on it like he was sucking on a sultana. My nipples were (and still are) extremely sensitive and his sucking on it made me feel so good, I started feeling that same tingling effect down between my legs. Then his mouth left my right nipple to take in the other one.

His other hand guided my hand to his tumescent dick. I wrapped my fingers around it and slowly squeezed it. It felt hard and rubbery at the same time. By now I could feel my cunt getting wet and told him so. He pulled my panties down and his finger touched my vaginal and he whispered in my ears, "you are so wet and ready."

I felt his finger entering my cunt and he began slowly to finger-fuck me with his index finger. Then I felt another finger entering me. And he continued to finger-fuck me with 2 fingers. And then another one entered me. Within seconds I felt a sensation come over me that I had never felt before. It was out of this world, the feeling overwhelmed me completely as I didn't expect anything quite like it to happen. I found it difficult to breathe and begged him to stop and yet deep down in my heart I was begging him not to stop.

I felt a series of mini explosions within me. Rodney continued to finger fuck me and I kept feeling those sensations coming over me again and again until I finally collapsed in his arms from exhaustion. Then he stopped.

He asked if I was alright and all I could say was, "I need to sleep."

He laid me beside him then he sat up in bed with his back against the bedhead and began to wank his dick. As he wanked, his hands played with my tits. I allowed his left hand to roam all over me as his right hand stroke his turgid cock. After a long time, he gave out a loud grunt and shot his sperm which flew out in all direction splattering the bed sheet with his hot spunk.

That was the end of the first night at the Federal Hotel.

[dvilla]

So now we noe Rodney was the guy u lost ur virginity to. Great story, carry on pls!