I was Naive (Story)

[Starter]

In the next morning I woke up, Christina was the first thing that came to my mind and indeed there was a voicemail received

Christina's Voicemail: Lawrence, I am still considering, don't push me please.

Hearing that Christina had responded to me I immediately gave a reply.

My voicemail to Christina: Can we meet, I just want to hear your thoughts on this.

I was frustrating wait for her to respond again, I look at the clock on the wall. Tick Tick Tick, I could hear the second hand moving, time seem to have slowed down.

I started making excuses for her as I was waiting, Maybe she was still asleep, maybe she was in a bath, maybe she did not hear my page and ultimately maybe she did not want to talk about it.

[steel52]

more update please...

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[Starter]

As I used to take Christina for granted, I did not really treasure her as much, I will say that I believed she will always be there for me. But it was always till the point that I felt that I would be losing her, that was when I will panic and the weight of her importance will suddenly increase. that was me, the immature me.

I did not think of much, and went down to Christina's place.

I did leave her a voicemail when I reached the station but I never waited for the reply, I went straight up her home and banged on the door.

Moments later she opened the door, I did not allow her to say a thing and started telling her to let me in.

She sat on the ground and shook her head and I was holding on to the metal gate.

Me: Why Christina Why won't you let me in?

Tears filled both our eyes as she told me her parents are letting her decide.

I gave her lots of reasons for her not to go and she briefly answered them with one answer: I Know.

But she told me that going to US will give her a new chance for her, given her grades here she will not be able to go to poly. But her uncle has indicated to support her through university in the US, and told her it would be more options compared to what she had in Singapore.

(I believe relieving her parents from the financial stress was something she thought about too, but I was too young to understand that and all I have done was nothing but a wilful act.)

Christina: If I go, will you wait for me?

All I could thought of was why you had to go? you can stay and get a 'O' Levels (my time with 'O' levels you can find a decent job and if you finish Poly is considered like the level of a degree now) and start working and we can be happy. But I knew I could not push her anymore.

Me: How long you want me to wait?

Christina: I don't know but for me to finish university should be 7-8 years ( actually It was longer than that)

To me once Christina goes means that I would lose her, It would be easier for me to tell her to go if I had my current mindset. (You go, I stay here and bonk if you come back during holidays. I bonk you and after you go back I bonk other again, yes I am a bastard)

I told her to decide for herself and I knew I could not say anything more, I walked off. There was one thing I knew I could not seek advice from anyone but Joanne.

[banger_boy]

Touching....... Sniff sniff

[BigCiv]

Woah... That last update reminded me of a really rough past of mine. That did not turn out well hahaha

Keep them updates comin' TS! I refresh like every hour to check got update or not hahaha Awesome writing!

[Starter]

I did not got to Joanne for answers, instead I went to Felicia.

I paged her at the station and told her I was going to her place.

She told me to go over as she was home, I took a cab over and went up to her place.

After she let me in and closed the door, I held her.

She knew what I was after and we kiss, I moved to her ear whispering to her to tie a pony tail. Despite that I did not look at her much, I concentrated on her body while eating her pussy or sucking her breast. Even when she sucked me off I had my eyes closed, and when I was fucking her I would always doggy her. I would see that ponytail shaking in imagine it was Christina.

This went on for a week ,whenever I had frustration or I have this void that was needed to fill, even on days we went out with Jasmine and Ann, we will return to Felicia's home and finish the deed.

[Starter]

I was escaping and I did not want to think about Christina leaving, but the human brain is just such an inversed machine. The more you dun wish to think about it, the more surrounding reminds you of it.

On the third week of the holidays, the inevitable happened.

Christina's voicemail: I am going, can you wait for me? ( it was later known to me that Joanne's Father had proceeded with the paperwork before Christina had agreed to go, of course with the consent of Christina's Parents)

I did not reply her and as usual I went to Felicia, Felicia took nothing of this matter. To her maybe I just loved to have sex with her and she seemed happy about it, (I guess she really loved me a lot) not to mention the time she would compliment that I was forceful when pounding her shyly telling how good it was.

I went to Felicia and I did it, I took her as Christina and I virtually raped her that day. It was a rough session, I was so into it deceiving myself that I moaned out Christina while pounding her. She pulled me away and gave me a slap on the face.

Felicia: You can do anything to me Lawrence, anything but don't do this. Don't take me as Christina.

I saw her nodding her head as she pulled off the rubber band which held the ponytail in place.

Felicia: So this is why you want me to tie my hair!!!

She sat down and cried, and I could only looked on as I did not want to lie to her anymore.

she carried on crying, as I reach to her asking for forgiveness. We struggled for 5 mins before she calmed down.

She was still crying and hitting me softly but I never let go and I decided to tell her everything.

Me: I am sorry Felicia , all this while..................

[varamax76]

Originally Posted by pubor76

TS Bro,

Superb story, due to the locale (Bishan) & the places you've gone to.. we might probably be schoolmates (or I could be older and already part of the alumni during your time). Everything you said brought back memories of my sec school, and its neighbourhood.

The Pai kia part feels real to me as I could relate my old brushes with some paikias. (but I could not relate to having 5 girls (at the same time somemore!), so you were one lucky bastard eh...!! )

Cheers and keep your updates coming!

Cheers,
Pubor

Pubor76..... Think u n me classmate....

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Sibei power
Like game of thrones with the sex minus the killings

[Starter]

Originally Posted by varamax76

Pubor76..... Think u n me classmate....

looks like our area produce a lot of samsters lolz

[pubor76]

Originally Posted by Starter

looks like our area produce a lot of samsters lolz

wah, so all ended up on the same "social media" platform.. LOL.

[Starter]

I knew that I have lost Christina, and having to lose Felicia now was a nono to me.

I flustered and I told Felicia everything, I was even prepared to tell her about Jasmine and Ann. She was cupping her ears and crying and shaking her head, all she did was shouted that she did not want to listen and asking me to leave now.

I knew I had to let her calm down, and I was disappointed with what I did as well. (I still have a conscious) She opened the door after we wore our clothes, I did call out to her a couple of times but she just did not answer me.

I walked out and Felicia closed her front door, soon I hear the sound of music blasting and I believed Felicia has taken the pill I gave her. but with it was not the so call happiness that Felicia told me about, I could hear her crying out loud as I cower outside her home.

Tears ran down my eyes as I listens to Felicia's cries, I asked myself what was I doing. I banged my head on the wall repeating I am sorry Felicia.

45 mins later the radio was off, and all was silent inside the flat. I tapped on the window pane calling out to Felicia, but there no answer. I dragged my soulless body down to the minimart, and left Felicia a voicemail telling her I was sorry and I will wait at her void deck till she reply me.

The respond came 2 hours later.

Felicia: Go back, I don't want to see you.

[Starter]

I think everyone scolding me after this update lolz

[Spud_Boy]

nothin to scold la... but i think at that point in time, saying out the truth will be better than bottling it all inside..